so monday i opened my email and there was a letter saying there was injuries no names of the soldiers... tonite i go to open another email 2 were wounded and will be going back soon while 1 had passed away... not from my husband company but from the battlion.. this email gave the names of each soldier and it just crushed me...
then i went on facebook and it was posted as a note on the official page and the group had it posted too... names and everything... i am just in shock and numb!
i know it wasnt my husband but now its more real then ever! somthing can happen to him and i just dont know what to feel or think... i just need to hear his voice...i have a feeling he knew but didnt say anything cause he knew i would be stressed or he may have tried but i was at my appointment... i feel like the worse wife and i just dont know how to fix it...
i dont understand why they posted names serious was it necessary are they going to every time?!?! i dont know how much more i can take and we only in barely a month!
well my poor monkey i think has an ear infection so gotta call the doctors in the am :(
hopefully soon i hear from my hubby and he stays safe, i miss and love him more then anything!
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