heartbroken

so monday night i found out we were pregnant! of course i had to email the hubs since he is gone... well thursday i had some cramping then friday bleeding... went to the er they said miscarriage, ectopic, or just the baby settling... but it was too early to tell then i had to ome back 48 hrs later for blood work.. well i didnt even make it thru saturday morning before i was back at the er having a miscarriage... still no word from the hubs but i emailed him so hopefully soon he will call so we can talk... i finally had no choice and my family knows and one friend but other then that no one.. i dont want to talk about it or think about it.. espically after the doctor said well if u didnt take a test on monday u wouldnt have even known it would have just been ur period late (thanks so comforting)... so then after that he preceeded to tell me well u may want to see a gyno cause this is ur third miscarriage (first 2 were when i was not even 22) i may not be able to have another child and my monkey will be my only child... ya thats what i need right now thanks! so now i am waiting waiting to hear from my husband cause i only want to hear from him not talk about this just hear that he is ok... i know they are traveling so i hope he is safe well atleast almost there and can call or email or some contact soon!