good way to wake up

he called again but sounded so tired :( told me a flight was held and then had no place to sleep but the ground... i feel bad cause i know he has so much on his plate and my depress keeps getting worse which i know he worries about... i am working on it! he job is to stay safe, mine is to get our credit and bills in order plus keep our monkey and myself healthy and happy!! my goal tomorrow is to make a ___ days till daddy comes home chain! i think she love ripping the paper :) plus its something for her and i to do together... of course she has a cold and i am getting sick :( tomorrow gotta call monkeys new pediatrian and set shit up maybe even see if she can met her before her actually first visit (we had issues last time when she had a doctor she didnt know and screamed like someone was killing her) well this deployment just seems to be starting off slow and so not excited by that espically with some of the wives already posting how much they miss their hubbies (seriously its been a week)! yes i miss mine but posting it every day then posting i finally got a call is just gonna make it one long ass deployment and start alot of shit oh yours called you why hasnt mine called drama... ugh so hiding from those fights/drama well watching extreme couponing heheh that will so be me :P