this week

so this week started off okay... the whole company is back with tons of knew guys so monday was basically intros and just making sure everyone is ready and of course lawn wokr till 5 for some stupid reason but thats the military... the hubby was up late working on a class he had to teach so tuesday he missed his alarm and the 3 phone calls so at 630am a sgt came and rang our bell... of course woke everyone up and the baby and dog did not want to go back to sleep (long day for me) but the hubs was still able to come home and do a skype birthday for our monkey (families are on the east coast and we are in hawaii)... today he was at the ranger setting up for training and showing the CO whatever they have planned...

so it looks like the next few months are gonna be alot of late nights and me trying to figure out how to make my daughter realize screaming at me cause her daddy isnt home to play is not my fault!! our plan is to get her the daddy hero doll espically when he goes away for a month for training to (i think) cali... i like my sanity!!

and no to mention the drama with the wives that seems to get worse by the day... i stay out of it but i hear all about it... gotta love young wives who are going thru their first deployment, have one baby another one the way, and are under 21 and not really grown up, havent been out of their parents house until they got married!! dont get me wrong i have no problem with people who are young and marrying i just feel that sometimes you need that little time to be on your own and be independent... thats all

i love my husband and support him !! he just got a promotion well sorta, he is now in charge of the platoon so he should be going to the boards either august or september... they have been telling him since iraq he was going but something always happens (schools or a new person in charge)....

i dont know i guess this is my life espically since the hubby said he is a lifer and i am ok with that... there is always going to be cliques even if i dont belong to one, there is always going to be the wives that feel like they wear their hubbys rank (there is no rank in my house as long as you are not in uniform), and most of all no matter what i do or who i may be nice with there is that chance it will bite me in the ass! my past may catch up with me but just being me will have to be good enough everyone wil judge even when they say they dont... i am happy with me, my relationship with the hubs, our beautiful daughter and life we have and that is good enough for me!! now i just gotta get over the fact not everyone is gonna like me and people are gonna talk its like high school just alot bigger and the real world (army world)...

blaaaaaaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.... oh well lets hope this week gets better! saturday is our babys birthday party should be interesting