so today i got an appointment with a doctor (my primary care was not available) so i had to admit alot of things that i have never admitted to any doctor since marrying my husband and try to get them to write a letter so the army will pay for us to go home... cause we got some other options and its gonna break us! (4000 for our stuff, almost 3000 for my car and then who knows for a ticket)!
anyways the doctor got me into a therapist today (same day appointment) which i guess never happens! so the psychologist i talked to was all about drugs (he told me straight out) and i said no to drugs... well he finally gave in and wrote me the letter stating that due to my medical problem (kidneys) that it would be best if i go home but he had to add the anxiety and depression from not being able to work and stress that moving would be the best... which i guess works but then my hubby told me who will see it and i feel like everyone will know my business and look at me like something is wrong with me :(
of course the major thing i kept saying over and over was i lye about this cause i was afraid and told that if i admit i need help my husband career will be effected and they could take my daughter away! yes i realize this is crazy but its what everyone around me was saying... so we will see, my husband read the letter said it sounded good and it doesnt make me look bad but definately explains our fights and throwing him out... so we will see... gotta still wait till the 21st when leave is over then maybe met with a chaplan then the paperwork goes to everyone its suppose to and pray we get it all in and things set up before he deploys! the process says 14 days so who knows we have no home as of march 31st so our stuff needs to be picked up by then and then we need to figure out where we will be staying if i havent left yet!!
ahhhh i just wish we knew so i can be less stressed!
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