a word that makes tons of emotions come up for anyone and everyone... and since i will be starting a 3rd one very soon its something that i continue hearing and seeing and feeling...
so there is a little stress around my home, making sure we have all the right paperwork, the dog is ready to be sent, and that we know or atleast have an idea of what to expect since we have a toddler now its no longer just me and my soldier to worry about...
this deployment is a little different... for the first time they are recommending having pass ports, which just the thought makes me want to puke! also poas for family members for our child another thing never have to think or deal with but also not as a sick feeling!! then since we are erding us home with our stuff (since sf training will start after this deployment) that has brought up tons of questions and stress.. now of these things make marriage easier just add a little more stress and a few arguements since i ask the same questions over and over...
but i am ready its weird to say or think that but i am.. i am ready to move in with my parents be near friends and just get this started... i am ready to say good bye and deal with a toddler who is not going to happy her daddy is gone but will get to met and spend tons of time with family! (she has only met both of our families once at 6 months and besides the computer doesnt really know who they are)! i saw the orders (since we needed them for op love photos (which went awesome recommend it to anyone and everyone!) that was kinda a puke moment! but since then i have come to just getting stuff in order and preparing and now i am ready so lets go! lets start it get me off this hell that everyone thinks and paradise and go!
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