who knew one website could contact so many and then u could met some and they could become like long lost friends?!?!? that is how i feel lately... it sucks to have met them so soon to when i am leaving but i am happy i have met some girls who have kids (mostly boys) so close to my little monkeys age!! the best part is there men are with my hubby so u never feel weird bugging them to hang out cause we are all bored just waiting!! espically with all the crap i have been going the crap going on in my neighborhood its a good way to get away and not have to deal with it... also one of the girls is from maine and we are so similiar in how we feel about tons of things its nice to actually have someone understand me, they dont have to agree just understand and finally i found that one person! it feels awesome... its so funny though cause our husbands and kids are so much alike!
anyways the rumor is the guys start coming home next week but who knows.. sadly though i got a copy of his orders and they leave sooner then expected... i mean i do want to leave soon but i dont know if i am ready... kinda wasnt real till i saw the orders now the stress is getting worse...
so hopefully since i am begining to realize that i am so angry lately is cause of all the stress and i dont know how else to express it but i am working on it... hopefully when i tell the hubs what is going on maybe he will want to work things out and last?
ugh............
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