called

so he finally called this morning and our little peanut just wanted to keep talking which she tried!! she is such a ham, then she waved bye when she was done... yes i know we need to work on the fact on the phone he cant see her but shes only 18 months atleast she said hi!!

anyways we talked, then we texted a little, we plan to sit and talk when he gets home which he still doesnt know but he knows it will be within the next week, obviously if i knew i wouldnt post it anyways! lol

i did ask him about the other guys who called when they were in the "box" and he said well the CO did it so everyone else just felt like it was ok... kinda bullshit and they wonder why these young joes who just got in dont follow rules or directions, cause there is always someone higher who is breaking them so why cant they!?

well it was nice to hear him and i know peanut was very excited and it made her day... he did say i love you which if you have read my other blog confused me.. guess we will know how things are gonna go very soon!

today is an frg thing at the park- we are gonna talk about t-shirt designs and make posters and valentines.. something i think is stupid but will only say here is they want to make a banner, honstly it was just training not the actual deployment... if i do go this may be a very long afternoon!!

well time to get some stuff done...

smiles around the corner

who knew one website could contact so many and then u could met some and they could become like long lost friends?!?!? that is how i feel lately... it sucks to have met them so soon to when i am leaving but i am happy i have met some girls who have kids (mostly boys) so close to my little monkeys age!! the best part is there men are with my hubby so u never feel weird bugging them to hang out cause we are all bored just waiting!! espically with all the crap i have been going the crap going on in my neighborhood its a good way to get away and not have to deal with it... also one of the girls is from maine and we are so similiar in how we feel about tons of things its nice to actually have someone understand me, they dont have to agree just understand and finally i found that one person! it feels awesome... its so funny though cause our husbands and kids are so much alike!

anyways the rumor is the guys start coming home next week but who knows.. sadly though i got a copy of his orders and they leave sooner then expected... i mean i do want to leave soon but i dont know if i am ready... kinda wasnt real till i saw the orders now the stress is getting worse...

so hopefully since i am begining to realize that i am so angry lately is cause of all the stress and i dont know how else to express it but i am working on it... hopefully when i tell the hubs what is going on maybe he will want to work things out and last?

ugh............

deployment expo

thank god for something actually helpful and informative!!

ok so today they had the expo and honestly i have never felt better after a function that gives out tons of information, usually i am completely stressed!!

so i got to talk to the head frg person, my frg contact, and a few other helpful tables and confusing ones... i didnt get to talk to finance but i guess i will go talk to them monday or sometime next week!

made sure they had the right info (obviously still the wrong address but now they have my parents)... got info about acs and the things they offered (which i already knew since i use them)... tricare (the confusing one) still not sure if i will stay prime or go standard and everyone i asks tells me something else so i am so confused! that one the hubby will have to help me with... my monkey got another daddy doll (the one with the you put the picture in the face so she was happy)... and last but most important housing!!

housing told me just need to give a 28 days notice (which is a plus cause others told me more but obviously deployment is different)... then the whole situation with my neighborhood hahah!!! karma will be a bitch to not just the one who i have an tro but also to the one next to me who is "staying out" of it (which is bullshit!) anyways its nice to know they are doing something and that before i leave karma will get them :)

seriously made my week, day, month so much better... i guess i should talk to my "friend" but she just really hurt me so i dont know...

ahhh zoning out in tv then court in the am (fingers crossed it gets extended!!)

finally

not a call but thankfully my monkey is back on schedule... she was up at 7am (ugh) and too ker usual nap in the morning and now is laying down for her other one... yup we r still a 2 nap a day kid (and mommy is so not complaining)!

this week we have alot of appointments- doctors, courts, and a playdate but we also have some frg thing... its not a meeting but it is?! i dont really understand why they are gonna have booths or whateva it is while are husbands are gone... i dont understand it but i guess i understand getting questions answered but there is a chance i will have more questions when they hubby is home, including other things to talk about...

other then that life is normal well my daughter and i hide in the house to advoid the drama... really wish we didnt have to but she is just not a trustworthy person...

during the deployment these will be longer... i am glad he is training but wish he could have been home i could really use a morning to sleep in even though i am a sahm i need a break too!!

well dinner time...

and the phone calls end

so even though the hubs and i are at a kinda of a quetion of what will happen he calls every nite to talk to our daughter... she loves it so much and she definately misses him!! for the first few days he was gone she would wake up at 3am (ya it sucked and i wanted to cry)... then its was 5am (little better not much)... finally today it was 7am and back to our normal schedule! lets hope this continues cause the waking up throughout the nite sucks and the early ass morning wakes up suck!!

but now the calls will stop... everyone is there and the major training starts... i am ok with it cause we really need to think about what we want and figure out were things are gonna go for everyones sanity!!

so we have the daddy doll and two books with his voice recorded... we can call his cell (like we did for sf training) and she can listen to his voice!!

she is so cute she will hold my phone and act like she is talking to him then put her forhead on the phone when she talks to him like he is kissing her head, it breaks my heart but i am glad she understands he does love her! when she is mad at him she throws the doll on the floor... hahah oh well... i hope this isnt a view of how much this deployment might suck, cause she has started having fits when the hubs is not home at 5... oh well its our life for now

she is a daddys girl!

NTC

so the training for deployment has started!!

but i really think its good for us... we definately need a break! i am kinda happy that there is this training just cause i like to be able to do things my way but at the same time i just wish things were different

he woke the monkey up and i at 530ish am!! ugh way to early!! then had to pick up another guy then we headed to his company... almost hit a few walkers/pters... opps well i was tired and not awake yet... so said bye and enjoy ur time and he kissed our monkey... i texted him let him know i was going back to sleep are you sure you have everything... he did thankfully... so then back to bed for us... of course monkey already tried calling him and he was busy but atleast she heard his voice and she has her daddy doll

now we just will wait to see if he calls or what but either way i have done 25 days no contact with sf so this is nothing atleast for me i know other wives are already complaining...

well dinner time for two (well one and 1/2).... hope he is enjoying the cold :P maybe he will think about what he wants and things will change :/