so he made it home safe... thankfully the ceremony was at a decent hour and an awesome friend did my hair and makeup... even better got a professional photographer who did decent being the fact she had someone else to do to!
i also took pics for my friend and i seem to have gotten better ones for her well i mean like the kissing ones but hey everyone expects different things right?
well we rented a nice condo for a couple of weeks and now we are renting a okay apartment... a nice friend lives by, which is nice... it just would feel better to never have to go to hawaii again, i know everyone would say i am crazy but hawaii to me is just a place that destroys our marriage and i dont know if this continues i will ever get happy... we never talk without it turning into a fight and i dont feel comfortable going here to see someone since the last person said they push drugs to fix the problem... to bad i will just want to die more :(
well other then my depression being bad and my husband not noticing, we were trying for baby number 2 but it didnt happen this month guess i am only meant to have one... :/
we are waiting on orders and the waiting sucks... but hopefully soon... just so ready to find happiness and staying here is making it not seem like it will ever happen...
oh and the soldier that had our stuff lost our fucking couch! seriously who loses a couch!!?? ya not cool so we havent paid him yet the money we owe.. and not to mention i am not allowed to say anything...errr
well this will be the last post for this blog since he is home safe maybe when we start a new blog about our new adventure if it happens... fingers crossed we last cause its not looking so good from my point of view
sorry i know depressing atleast he made it home safe just wish i was more important then video games and his work :(
